Do you fail in social situations? Here’s why.

SOCIAL DEVOLUTION Part 1: It Exists Most of us have never heard the term social devolution and that's because the reputable scholars deny it exists. But I am neither reputable nor a scholar so leggo. See, social devolution is a phenomenon which plagues twenty first century high schools. A plague we stay ignorant to. A plague …

My problem with shipping

I like boats. But shipping gets out of hand. I think anyone who's spent a decent amount of time on tumblr or the internet in general can tell you that people will ship legit anything. I have a few problems with shipping though. Shipping characters This makes the most sense to me. I've been a …

I don’t wanna be saved. But I want you to try.

I have a new hobby. It's called begging for attention but then lashing out at the people who give it to you. I'll have these middle of the night conversations where its four fucking am and the night is lonely and I'm high off of not sleeping and oxygen and talking to myself. But the conversation …

Suicidal? Or being a teenager.

I haven't decided how I feel about trigger warnings but if you're overly sensitive or actually might kill yourself then maybe don't read this. I'm not suicidal and I'm not gonna pretend to know shit about suicide. My school had a girl commit suicide the year before last year I think. My best friend in …

Growing out of my fears but in reverse

When I was younger I was fearless. Literally. Instead of a nightlight I shoved a towel underneath my door so I could be engulfed in darkness because that was the only way Ii could fall asleep. And my older brother would always scream and freak out when he found an ant crawling on him but I …

Trying 2 hard yet 2 little

I'm not a writer. Not a good one at least. I wish I was poetic and shit but I'm really not. Words don't listen to me. Neither do sentences. If I say jump the words won't do shit. They are not at my command. Whatever I create is deformed or sometimes the words just slip …

Everything is a Lie – Including this title

I lie. A lot. Not about big things. Just small white lies that have no purpose at all. Usually, it wouldn't make a difference if I told the truth. The lying is impulsive and constant. I would advise those who know me to be skeptical of pretty much everything I say because at some point …

I have this image in my head . . .

I have this image in my head of mid 2000s middle of nowhere summer and dust. Energy drinks litter the ground. Blankets and stars. It feels very roadtrippy. And we're in like dust bowl middle of nowhere territory but there's this sea of cars to hide between. Angsty and cryptic journal writing in between false …

R.I.P. LiveJournal

Blogging = LiveJournal. But apparently I am stuck in the mid 2000s bc the young whippersnappers tell me that the cool and hip way to blog is WordPress. Was determined to bring LiveJournal back but I realized life is cluttered enough as it is and  ultimately need for organization > fear of being too mainstream. …